The way she came into my life ...

I know you all were waiting for my next post these days.;)Sorry for that. Let's come to our line where I stopped.
                   After that incident where I met her I made a new routine to go everyday all the way to first floor to see her. Even if I don't have anything to do there .....you know that right?. Even once I forgot to take my bottle to fill water from cooler and when my friend asked me what m doing in front of that cooler. So I told
           " Idiot, Y can't u understand I'm waiting to fill "
        The point was with him as I was not having any bottles with me to fill. Oops..;)
                      She made me happy everyday just with a sight of her beautiful two stars above her cheeks.
          Days passed. I couldn't wait for a month. My heart was asking me why can't I open myself to her. I tried many ways to talk to her but I couldn't  because I think by this time you understood how hard is to be a Navodayan .Thanks...
     Our sports timing was from 4:30 to 5:30 and I thought that's the perfect time as she always comes to take their volleyball from our stock room. I thought god has wrote something crazy in his book tht my first proposal will be in a stock room giving a volleyball instead of a ring in her hands.
       I went to that room and before entering into it , I made myself feel like hitman going for a nice assassination looking back ,no one watching looking sides ,no one there . uff........aaah god. I ran from that room before entering as I was afraid of a bone break more than a heart break which I was accepting. That idiot sports faculty was with her taking balls.
         Next day I wrote something interesting on a paper. I made my own alphabets on a paper with first letter 'a' is 1 'b' as 2 'c' as 3....and so on .
            I wrote " I love u so much but I don't know whether you love me" in my alphabets... Gave it to my friend Joseph Mathew ,friend in her class....